Simple guy with awesome friends Troublesome problems But with an EXTRAORDINARY GOD behind his back

I know I promised a new skin for kind of a long time. I’m trying to find a skin that fits with my blog’s url. If I can’t, then I would most probably change my blog’s url to something more suitable.

I was thinking about something or someone today. Thinking about this girl that I sort of fallen for. For starters, I knew her from church. I remember the first time I saw her, she reminded me of her. She was really warm and nice to talk to but more approachable than her. It is true though. Anyways, I found out that... Maybe “found out” isn’t the word for it; it was more of an “I knew it from seeing it” thing. Well, it was at a friend’s 21st Birthday party. I saw she was being kind of close to another guy that I just knew recently. I wasn’t jealous and that I can say with a steady heart. I sort of knew it already few weeks ago. Not few weeks ago, but maybe for some time ago. It is just something that I have for kind of a long time. Anyways, I saw how happy both of them were and how she was happy. Then I just decided to just be friends because I don’t like to a party pooper or a BGR wrecker. It’s just not my forte and never was. Plus, it didn’t a bit because my feelings for her were shallow. It was probably based on that she was cute and pretty: and that she was nice to talk to.

She is a pretty cool person. I won’t mind her being my elder sister. It would be even cooler. Anyways, I didn’t get to catch up much with her at my friend’s 21st because I was the BBQ chef/cook. I was waiting for my friend aka Birthday Boy at Batman Avenue *Keep that name in mind* to be picked up. I got to the venue with him to help him set-up some decoration. So it was heaps fun; met some new people and bonded with some old ones over the BBQ pit. What a weird place to be bonding! At the end of the day, my hands smelled like steak/lamb chop. It was all good. The guests had enough to eat and there were some leftovers. Well, not some; the leftovers were kind of a lot. But no fear, Birthday Boy and his roommates can have the leftovers for dinner/lunch. After the party had ended, I join 2 of my friend *doctor and scientific psychologist* for some bubble tea. They both ordered something which I have forgotten and the only thing I heard from the SP is red milk tea. I ordered a green milk tea with green apple flavour. Thought it would be awesome; it did but it also left a funny after taste.
I wanted to blog something kind of semi-emo but after talking about her; I kind of didn’t want to. Her birthday is just round the corner. It is like 4 days before mine.

As I was thinking of a present for her, I thought of getting 2 of her friends that I knew recently and make a video as her birthday present. A video that included everyone that knew her and also her cell members saying nice things to her and that kind of stuff. Then it also reminded me that it was around exam period and how is it going to be accomplished. I felt kind of down and ask myself why does every time I want to do something nice it is always at the wrong time slot. Well, I guessed it’s a gamble I have to take. Plus I also got few other birthday presents that I have to complete.

I think that’s all from me.
Regards to my friend’s friend whose grandpa died; and his beloved cousin’s wife died.
My heart goes out for both of them. I know what it is like *wink*
Until next time peepz,
This is Jason signing off.
Peacez!

PS: I would most probably do a VLOG the next time around and see how is it.. =D

Staring at a white paper

Staring at the pictures that was drawn on it

Seeing the ups and downs

Watching the great times

Wondering how are they doing

Imagine what it would be like if he never left her

Feeling half-empty of anger and confusion

Know that he has half-full of energy to pull through

Wishing he never exist in the first place

But if he did, he would have never see the smiling faces

He would have never felt her love

The love that was able to separate his heart and his mind

That kind of love that he wished for

That kind of love that he didn’t have control over

He had to gave up one way or the other

Either ways were painful and forceful

Those feelings never really left

So he engraved it on his heart

So that he will never forget what it is like

To be loved by her and to love her

Hoping for a better day with better chances

Where his heart is keep in a safe place

There was once a blue sky..
Where everything seems so pretty..
Nice with everything that's flawless..

Then sunny came along..
it made life even better..
Flowers were blooming everywhere..
Grass was green..

then rainy joined also..
it brought balance to everyone..

One day..
rainy and sunny argued and it became a thunderstorm..
sunny was angry..
the heat was how it was shown..
Thus desert was formed..

Rainy started crying alot..
Thus sea was gave birth..

But they both were never friends again..
Their sorrow and anger was took over them..
Their true nature was hidden behind that things..

So in remembrance of their friendship,
blue sky adopted some of rainy and sunny's characteristics..
So tropic was formed..





people who visits mt blog.. There is no c-box for now..
Due to the fact, that my blog is going under renovation..
Dont be sad.. Be expected for some new blog skin..

I think rachel is getting skins with it ady..

From Fairytale to failed paper.. what's next?



currently quiet busy with assignments and up coming mid-exams..

updates will have to hold...



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I prefer if you stay as a memory....
Then whenever I close my eyes...
I can always see you there...

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I know I havent been blogging much..
Cause either I'm studying or I'm playing games...

I'm seriously not liking the fact that I'm not in church.. :'(



I make new skin again..
trying to find a nice one.. but hard leh..